If I

Have i ever told you
How good it feels
When those pieces of heaven
Shimmer and sparkle every night.

And with each moment
I gaze up in the sky
images of you
flash before my eyes

Have i ever told you
How the gush of water sounds
In a running stream
In the middle of some sacred ground

And with every moment
that i encounter its sonority
i remember how u speak
with sense and sincerity


And now, everything
comes up to me
To tell or not to
digs up inside of me


CHORUS
If i told you that i like you
would it be fine?
I f i told you you're special
would you even mind?
If i told you that you inspire me
will it be the same as yesterday?
If i told you i love you...
would it scare you away?


Have i ever told you
how the morning sun envigorates?
spreading its light
to almost anything in sight

with that i can feel your warmth
in every little thing you've said and done.
but one thing cannot be left unnoticed
its your smile. that and nothing at all.

Have you ever knew
How much my heart feels
everytime i see you
and in everytime you're near

I guess thats the sheer magic of it
being able to bring out everything in me
in a manner that even words
are unable to explain


CHORUS
If i told you that i like you
would it be fine?
I f i told you you're special
would you even mind?
If i told you that you inspire me
will it be the same as yesterday?
If i told you i love you...
would it scare you away?

Bridge
soon it shall be done,
soon it shall be said
every page in my life's entry
wont be left unread

Chorus


i know i might sound vague
i might even sound absurd
but hey, listen to my heart speaking
for you're the reason why its beating

Take a bite... its all right....

Wow wow weee! At long last, i was able to decipher the codes on how to manipulate and design ones tabulas page!!! wahahah! (no big deal for some people but for me, its like the discovery of E=Mc2) soree na, nalimutan ko ung tawag eh! hahahah!!!

Besides figuring out and doin a self-study on the codes, i also discovered that im so much into Penguins!!! hahah! yah! penguin!! CHIRP CHIRP! heehee!

Eniways, its been long quiet days for me because i was too busy figuring out how to lay-out my tabulas...

Here's a quick recap of what actually happend to me in the past few days...

Me had a terrible cold last monday....

Me became sick by tueday...

Me had another "sleepless night" because i had to finish another plate... woooh...

Me had to go to the doctor last thursday...but she flew to Bangkok that day also... wow....

Friday... i was feelin a little bit fine already, i took my physics exam,,, and im so disappointed about that test... i admit... i never learned a single thing in this years physics class....for one simple reason.... The prof doesnt really elaborate what he's teaching... ask him, he'll just tell u "ok lang...madali lang yan" in his ilonggo accent... wooow.... geez....

By the end of the day, i was with cj... as usual we had our late afternoons in mcdo matalino spending time eating cheeseburger and talkin about diffrent kinds of stuff...

6:30 we had to go to cj's crib because audrey was with us.... and.... we decided to go for some walk... take note:walk....

yes....we walked and walked... we even had time to check our friendsters and do stuff on the internet(Talaga lang ha?)... by that time i was actually thinkin of what layout im going to place in my tabulas... and as you can see... here it is...(there are 2 sets actualy... both are from FF8 ones rinoa and the other one's Seifer)

Then we walked along the historical Maginhawa st in U.P. Village.... hahaha... historical ei?? At one point, we remembered that it was actually HFS's Juniors-Seniors Turnover!

hmmm... somethings fishy....

7:00pm

we agreed on the fact that we are only going to pass by the school...nothing more, nothing less... (kasi nakakahiya!!!hahahha) but, cj here was found in a conversation with one of his friends from HFS... hahaha... so instantly... Plan A was a fluke... Off to Plan B!

Plan B? Plan B happend On-The-Spot! hahah... no
details whatsoever.... bahala na ika-nga! hhahaha!!!

And VOILA! we were caught right in front of the gates... chitchatting... making kwento's and everything.... just like what we did when we were in high school.... waaahhahahahah!!!!

Until Cj's (AherM!!! Cough! Cough! Ubo! Ubo!) appeared...

And also to my delight, she,. was also there all of a sudden

CONCLUSION?: It Wasnt a Bad Day After All!

I Got my eyes on you

Finally, i got a background that really suits me! An orange Final Fantasy 8 Wallpaper with the lead character Squall in his ever popular Gunblade pose and a sideview! woah...

Hmmm...theres only one thing left thats bothering me..

I gotta have a background sound for my layout... its kinda dull... after that, i promise, i wont do my layouts anymore..hahaha!!!



The day was quite long... Lent officially starts today... Ash Wednesday. And as i went home this afternoon i saw people with ashes imposed on their foreheads... (malamang ash wednesday nga eh...) hahahah! so much for the

"Lame" Observation... haha!

As we all know, its ash wednesday, so we, the choir, sang again in todays mass... it lasted for about an hour and a half because there were many students and faculty members who lined themselves up in the isle for the ashes...

We sang a couple of new songs... ones that ive never heard before.... at least now, i know...

More more more....

as the days go by, my addiction to penguins go critical... i dont know why? all i know is that i woke up one morning, went down for a shower, and on the paper, i saw children enjoying the sight of 2 penguins that were brought here in manila...

I wonder how did they transport those 2 cute beings here in the tropic of ours...

A silly answer came to mind... "alam ko na! Gumamit sila ng freezer!


OO nah...corny na kung corny... bagong gising ako nun eh!! hahahah!

moving on...

Has anyone tasted C2 here?

its a beverage, green tea to be specific... all natural and has 4 flavors i think?

Apple,Peach,Lemon Green Tea and Plain Green Tea...

It tastes really good! except for the green tea which is actually Bland... yup.. Bland!

Try it for yourself!... its really yummy for something helthy..


Akalain mo, nagplug ako ng commercial...


3,2,1....more more more....


I went to a recording studio days ago with my friends from fairgroundz. I personally heard their recordings and stuff. They were actually great,, now what im trying to say here is that....

They have a CD out already.... hahah! Yah! A CD!!! galing noh??? Like mah BES said, it has 4 original compositions and 2 covers!...

-----o bes? ok bah -----


Oh i forgot!...

I need a copy....Badly...
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Shift!

Hmmm,, what else? what else? ohh!

Valentines day is fast approaching... i can already see the shades of red in some stalls here in the metro! In fact, in SM north edsa, they have this "Suspended Heart's" up the ceiling. and guess what it's made of?

Roses...

I dunno whether those flowers are real, they just look awesome...

What if i asked sm to give me one of those "Suspended Hearts" on the date itself? hmmmm,, then afterwards, il give the Heart to....

Yikeee...

Wala lang.

I just thought that valentines would be really great if one would be able to share it with somebody...

somebody He/she Likes...

somebody He/She Cares For...

somebody He/She Loves...

RIght?

2 days more

At last... after a number of sleepless nights and countless drawings... i finally regained my strength.. hahaha.... and now guess what??

I feel so...HYPER!

yah..hyper!

Hmmm...yesterday was mcdo matalino day... as usual, cj and i met up but this time it was really a different one! Paul was there!!! Nabuhay!!

We talked about alot of things... bali balita...kwento kwento... and other kinds of stuff...

Valentines... hahah


Valentines...


i wont elaborate on that field anymore...hahah... baka kung ano pa ang maisiwalat... hahahah! eniways...
i borrowed a Fairgroundz CD!!


It rules!!! big time!!!! wahoo!!

Lalo na yung.... " Mine"

ansaya....

wala lang..shinare ko lang...


Hay....wala na naman akong magawa eh....

Later, il be finishing a scale model for valentines day... something...surprising... something out of the ordinary...
somthing worth my time...

hay....2 days til valentines....

2 days....

2....

Go sayc

Red day is comin...

Mainit pero kayang kaya pa...

Break namin sa rotc...am boring... ü akalain mong idismis kamitpakainin before 12... at pinapabvalik kami ng 130... wow...kasagsagan ng araw...

Oo...andito ako sa ust ngyn at nag eentry...maya maya.. sasabak na naman ako sa pagiging platoon sergeant... wow...pero aaminin ko...

nakakapagod cya... sobra...

Presentation of sponsors sa susunod na friday... take note... friday... at may klase kami sa mga oras na un... grabe na ito...

Nakakainip... nakakabore... nababato na ako ng kahihintay sa oras...

well eniways...

move move move...

Valentimes na bukas..(oo alam kong dapat eh... VALENTINES) hahaha.... at nakakainip... sana nga lunes na...pramis....

wala na talaga akong magawa ng todo.... antagal pa ng oras....

para akong naghihintay sa Hatol na bitay... HUWAW...lalim... heheheh...

Good day sa akin....

matagal pa ang araw....

Zero to Hero

The cold breeze swept through my face on a sunny valentine morning... and as i walked the fields of UST, i can feel the warmth brought by the sun, and of Valentines day.

I was on my way to softball class... was pretty determined to win todays game. Im playing pitcher today and im quite confident to strut my stuff on the pitchers plate and head-on with the game.

As the Game progressed, i ousted 3a total of 4 batters and a runner as the innings went on. our opponent played good defense, so did we..

but ours proved to be tighter..

we won the game our score:

Opponent: 0
Our team:1

tight game ei?


In a glance, it was already noon... i had to go straight home and relax. For the sun already scorched my body and i was feeling a bit tired too... so i rode an fx on my way home... i fell asleep. yes...asleep and when the driver reached the place where i was going to be dropped off... he woke me up... geez... quite embarassing...

I jumped into a trycycle and headed home.
After taking a shower, i ate lunch and watched Princess Diaries2: Royal engagement. A pretty good valentine treat for my self.

I can still remember a line from the movie that struck me the most.

I quote:

The heart does things for reasons that reason cannot understand

It hit me...what im trying to say is... sometimes, what the heart tells contradicts with what the mind says...

might be true...might be false... whatever it is.. it hit me...

The day starts to age... its already 3 pm.. i had to make things right for me...

i actually made a model for valentines day... its a present for someone...special... let me describe to you what it looks like...

its a polygon shaped model with 3 divisions mounted on a cardboard... each division is half filled with pink and violet beads... in order to see the the beads inside, An acetate-like roofing was made.. it was glued directly ontop of the model...

now heres the interesting part of all...

¬Sayc went to sm to buy something to cover the model... it was in the form of a brown paper bag... case closed.

¬Sayc, with a little time left, went out of the mall to find some means of transpo. Outside, he only discovered that each and every terminal in the station was jampacked with people because of the valentines craze nationwide. so Sayc walked. While he was walking, he heard unusual noises inside the paper bag... rumbling,,, rolling... like it was the beads...

¬Sayc was right... it was the beads right there in the paper bag... Sayc found out that the acetate snapped, making the beads scatter inside the paper bag...

It was chaos....

¬Sayc,with time against him, jumped into a cab and proceeded to claret... from there he walked going to Holyfamily... while inside the cab, he tried to see how badly the model was damaged.

It wasnt Bad...

It was Chaotic...

¬Sayc tried to fix it... but there was nothing he cant do...

By that time, Sayc was a total fluke...

He texted cj and Eventually, cj came to his aid...

but it was too late...

there in front of the school, was Sayc,Cj,Lil sis Bugz,marianne, and audrey....waiting for something to happen...

and something did...

Yeah...something did happen...although i felt a little bit off... i cant help but smile in the mere sight of....her... i had the chance to give the model...but hey, i better give it when its already fixed...

after a bit of chitchatting, we headed for mcdo matalino... there i decided to fix the model once and for all.... and with a bit of patience... i did!

YEAH!!! i did it! it lessened my sadness... yeah!!!! and i feel good... doin so, i treated myself to a quarter pounder meal go bigtime!!! wah!!!

yep... my day almost ended quite off... but i managed to do something with it,,, now? what am i up to?

simple...

theres still tomorrow...and i guess its not yet too late.
so maybe i'll give it through someone...because i really cant give it personally anymore... geez...

one more thing....


its not only during valentines day wherein you can make someone feel they are important...that they are also loved...

hey...we have the whole year to do such! and it just makes things better!

It wont do any good if i mourn and be sad for just one day when all i have is a year, and the coming years to prove that she is special.... right right???

so...theres no reason to be sad anyway....


I was a total fluke back then...

I am a total winner now....

Nobody can tell me who to love and how to live my life....

Its been a year ago...

hmmm... its already 9:30 in the evening... havent thought of anything besides updating my new layout...

yep...after brainstorming for the codes... applying the commands, downloading stuffs... im finally at peace with my new layout...

by the way, ur actually listening to "Love Grows" the mellow version of "Eyes on me" which is the hit soundtrack of Final Fantasy 8...

to attain variations, ill be changing the tracks from time to time...

hmmm...what more?

In a blink of an eye, its already march... and vacation time is fast approaching... i havent got any plans yet on how to use my vacation wisely... but of course, i wont let myself be idle for the rest of the summer... haha

hmmm... time flies so fast that soon, ill be a college sophomore... wow.. i cant believe that ive already spent almost a year in college... now that march is coming, i can only reminisce the times that i were in oh so memorable High School...

the highs, the lows, laughs and troubles...

i miss high school...

i love college...

i miss my friends...

i like my new company...

whew.... life...

amazing...yet complicated,,,






hah!

Save my eyes from tears

San kaya ako magsisimula??? ang tagal din nung huling post ko at marami rami na ring mga nangyari sa akin sa loob ng isang linggot kalahati! hmmm.... where where where??

Una!

¬ansaya pala ng U.P Fair! unang beses kong nakapunta!! naenjoy ko rin ung mga bandang minsan ko lang marining... kasi laging kwento ang naririnig ko tungkol sa kanila... wahahah ang galing... may weirdo nga lang... eto...

mausok sa stage...

lahat ng nasa harap ng moshpit... nakapanyo sa ilong... bakit kaya???

¬CJ: tol... mukang maha-high ako dun ah...
¬sayc:bakit naman... ano ba ung usok... fog machine un dibah??
¬CJ: HINDE!
¬sayc: anu yun??? wag mo sabihing? (pertaining to marijuana...)
¬CJ: (nods)
¬sayc:kaya pla mabango... (shocked)
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hahah... end of story,,, ok ang up fair... daming twist... brown out... pero masaya!!!


IKALAWA!!!

practice ng kanta for CMLI's Anniv! masaya ang kantahan.... masarap ang kainan... ang lupet ng mga pieces... masaya ang kwentuhan hanggang sumablay nung uwian...

pauwi na kami nina kuya earl charlz...louie nd nurai..
naunang sumakay sina nurai ng jip.... alis sila.... sumunod na dumating ang jip na sasakyan ko... walang tao sa harap kaya dun ako sumakay... ayun... i hopped!

may dalwang taong directly na nasa likod ko... nag uusap sila. Parang masaya nga sila... one, brags about a text he received from his relative... ewan ko kung pinagmamalaki nya un basta it sounded just like that... so...i didnt mind at all... masaya sila... then go! hahaha

then after a few minutes,,when the jeep passed by santo domingo church, may commotion na sa likod,,, i heard people arguing,,, may away... so i decided to look back...

NA SHOCK AKO...

nakita ko,, may balisong na nakatutok sa taong directly nakaupo sa likod ko! sheesH!!!!! may hold-up na nangyayari at that moment! naisip kong bumaba ng jip..pero yung dalawang hold-upper, bumaba na rin... so.... di na ko magpapakatangang bumaba pa ng jip.... malay mo, ako isunod...

umuwi akong nanlalambot...


i was inches away from a possible oblivion
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TATLO:

Ansayang magkaroon ng COllege week! halos walang pasok! imagine, papasok ka lang para mag intrams! saya ng buhay mo lolo!! hahahah

Ansaya ng unang game namin ng basketball.... i played 2 positions na di ko pa nilalaro in my whole basketball life! I played Center in one game... and i played Point guard in the last one.. asteeg!!!

Nag absent kasi yung isa naming player na matangkad...and unfortunately, ako na ung susunod palyer in terms of height... kaya... ayun... nag center ako...

i grabbed 3 points... 3 rebounds... hahahah! wala lang.... un lang naaalala ko so far... hahahah! feeler!!

in my second game... sobrang pagod pa rin ako from my first altho it was scheduled another day... pagod pa rin... this time,,, it was helluvalot difficult... 2nd yr ang kalaban namin!!! im playing point guard this time! sheesh...

nung una...kaya namin... nakahabol cla nung medjo lumilipas na ang quarter.... wahhh.... they won by 2 points!!! sheesh!!! so natapos ang laro na lahat kami ay sunog sa ilalim ng araw... waahhh

oo nga pala... the basketball game costs 300 pesos! (para daw sa referee. Running time na 10 minutes,, tapos by half ang laro... wow..kaya ang mga score.... di lumalagpas ng 30... ewan ko na lang kung shooting spree ang laro ng bawat team!... wow...

realization: uso na pala ang gagatasan ka ng sarili mong student council para makalaro lang sa activity na sila rin ang nag plano... buti sana kung nang inform ang mga lola...

HINDI EH...
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FOUR:

binuhay ko ulit ang pagiging NEB ko nung isang araw... hahah... nafeel ko cya ulit actually! kasi i went to NEB2k5's CAYAW. Nabalita kasi sa akin ni Kelly na baka daw mag isang pumunta at mag isang mag cayaw si Kerwin! so.... un... wala naman akong pasok sa umaga... might as well tumulong na ako... hahah..

bonding kami ni kerwin while on the way to MRHS...:D asteeg cya kasama!!! hahaha...

nag enjoy akong magtrabaho ulit... asteeg! kasi... yung mga contest... halos ung mga school din na dating pumupunta ang nag susulputan!! hahaha!! ansaya,,, may delegate pa nga kaming nakita ko eh.. naalala pa ako... awwww... sweet!

hahaha... and then nung afternoon... dumating na sina rizza and rose... but, aladin and jay needed to go to ramon na kasi may class na sila... kasabay din dumating nina rizza si sir gumby! asteeg!!! hahaha tapos... kain kami sa MAX's hahah! CHICKEN!! ISADTCHU!!!????

then, i went to ust.... para mag basketball para sa team namin... TALO kami... hahaha.. so balik ako sa MRHS! hahaha...saya! tapos nun we packed up and prepared to leave... so... di namin alam kung san kami magsisipunta... so i butted in... "SM na lang tayo!" ok naman kina kerwin rizza and rose... so... ayun! go lets kami sa sm!!! hahaha!!! unfortunately,, nagdecide ulit c rizza na umuwi na lang... exams pa kasi tomorrow... kaya un! hahaha!!! anlufet! sm kami nina rose and kerwin!!! BONDING SESSION!! lahat kami ay nangharabas ng ice cream na 10 pesos lang! sulit!!! tapos,, ikot ikot,,, saya naman! nag hanap pa nga kami ng chucks ni rose na babagay sa akin... kaya ayun, we made an agreement na pag bibili ako ng chucks, kasama ko cya! asteeg!!! hahahaha nung gabing un.. bumili na rin si rose ng sapatos! asteeg!!! hahaha...

and then medjo nabored kami... nag kayayaan ng arcade! hahaha!!! anlufet ni rose!!! PARANG WALANG EXAM KINABUKASAN!!HAHAHA!!! ayun!! tri-ny namin ung house of the dead where u get to shoot zombies as the game progresses,,, hahaha... may topak ang machine!!! hahaha!!! tapos, nagkarera kami... hahah! ang lupet.. sumisirko ung auto sa ere!!! hahahah!!!! hahah.. tapos nag time crisis kami... this time, tao naman ang binabaril! hahaha!!! ang maganda pa nyan, nag basketball kami! shootout!!! wah!!! ansaya mag ipon ng ticket!!! kaboom!!! tapos dumating c kelly! ayun.... ganun ulit... then rose decided to go kasi bibili sila ng ate nya ng sapatos! hahah.... saya saya!!!

lakad kami ng lakad na parang wala nang bukas... hahaha
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FIVE!!!

reunion ng barkada nung isang gabi! ang saya saya!! ansarap dun sa kinainan namin along visayas avenue!!!! hahaha!!! A veneto ba yun??? hahahah!!! ansarap ng pizza!!! pati ung pasta... wow... ang maganda pa nyan... bottomless ang iced tea!!! hahaha!!! LUNURAN SESSION!!! hahaha... bukod pa dun joke time buong gabi sa harap ng pizza!!! hahaha!!! ang saya kaya!!! tapos nung natapos... konting picturan,,, tapos...alis na.... awww.... namiss ko ang kada ko... imagine, isang taon na rin kaming graduate wow... namiss din namin ang high school... ayun...

PUNCHLINE: ansarap talagang balikan yung mga barkada mo nung high school....sobra...
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at ako?... ganyan karami ang nangyari sa akin... wala pa ring nag iiba....

Inspired Pa rin!!!

salamat sayo.....



Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars

¬Les Brown-

My Brain

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

shinare ko lang..

Ano bang Meron Ka???

scroll lang pababa..:D

CARLO
C	is for	Charismatic
A	is for	Amorous
R	is for	Radiant
L	is for	Luxurious
O	is for	Organic

Akalain mong Organic??? ano ko?? Damo???

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

pati pala sides ng utak nasasabi... ahahaha

You Are 70% Psychic

You are pretty psychic. While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on. And although you're sometimes off on your predictions... You're more often right than wrong So go with your instincts - you know more than you think

ahhh... eto medjo totoo na toh...

You Are the Helper

2 You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you. You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know. Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere. You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

grabe!!! fave number ko pa sumakto!!!

Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence

Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes. You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time. You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it. Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds. You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.

TAMA na naman!!!




ayun....tapos ang araw!!! hahaha... ansaya mag serbey...