Entries for July, 2007

July 6th, 2007

over jello.

Posted by icer_sayc at 02:39 PM on July 6, 2007.

having to eat a very late lunch that day with you was great.

talking about practically anything over a cup of sweet jello.

i talk.

you listen.

works both ways.

that was just more than i expected.

now, i feel more alive. and i thank you for that.

im sorry about the other day,

just got carried away.

that time with you...

the chance to talk...

the chance to tell you what i feel....

i think...

was the best 45 minutes...

of my entire life...

im here....im always here. thanks.

Currently listening to: iris - goo goo dolls
Currently feeling: inch_pired

Break the Ice!

July 16th, 2007

smile na lang siguro ako.

Posted by icer_sayc at 01:26 PM on July 16, 2007.

at long last. eto na,

hay.. been busy on different stuff lately. bihira nang ngumiti, bihira nang sumasaya ang buhay ko... pero... hanggang kayang magawan ng paraan, syempre... gagawan.

ayun, mejo naging busy nga rin sa diffrent sc stuff lately. bondings. inuman (parang umiinom ako) mga kwentuhan sessions... org bazaar.. at iba pang mga stuff... maayos naman ang buhay. ayus na ayus lang. wish ko nga... maging ok ang buong taon para sa amin.

on life:

hay... hindi ko alam kung sadya ba talagang talunan ako or whatever. di ko alam kung anu na nga bang mali sa kin. minsan di ko pa rin masolusyunan ung pagiging sooper paranoid ko... minsan naman tama naman yung iniisip ko... kaya minsan din, sa sobrang pag iisip... di ko na rin alam kung mag iisip pa ba ako next time... ang labo... pero gets?

on Love Life:

anu ba to? hahah...kung libro siguro ako? ito siguro ung part na sabog ang plot. sabog ang story. sabog ang bida. sabog ang words. sabog ang actions. sa madaling salita. hindi ito nag eexist. kung nag eexist man. kailangan ko pa bang uliting SABOG.

pero...

but..

subalit...

kahit gano pa kasabog to... ginagawan ko talga ng paraan... kaya ko naman siguro to... sanay na ko sa ganito... sana lang makayanan ko ng husto kung anong ibabato sa akin ng buhay.. one hopeless romantic here trying to find someone wholl listen...

ayun.

On me:

i smile lately.

i frown at times.

im hyper all of a sudden...

im stressed at the blink of an eye...

pero kahit anu pa siguro to... one things for sure:

inspirado ako.

'nuff said.

Currently listening to: all ive got - 17:28
Currently feeling: inspired

Break the Ice!

July 21st, 2007

breather

Posted by icer_sayc at 11:30 AM on July 21, 2007.

finally, a breather.

hinga muna tayo pansamantala guys!

Currently listening to: before i let you go - freestyle
Currently feeling: stressed

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July 26th, 2007

silence is mine.

Posted by icer_sayc at 04:21 PM on July 26, 2007.

tahimik ako kung nakikinig.

tahimik ako kasi may iniisip.

tahimik ako kasi  ganito ata talaga ako?

di nagsasalita kung wala namang dapat sabihin...

di nagkekwento kung wala namang makekwento...

di naman ako nagkikimkim.... hindi ko alam pero...

tahimik lang siguro akong talaga.

...

seeing you from across the street, though it aches it makes me so damn happy. why did it have to be so perfect. whyd do i have to fall for someone.

the things i do just to be noticed, i know that i shouldnt even try. this is where life seems to be so unfair that at night i just break down and cry.

its like watching you from a pedestal. its like loving you from afar.

everytime i see your face, it reminds me that ill never have you. it hurts me but i dont know how to stop it. i guess ill just...never let you know.

seems so close yet seems so far away... i feel so lost thats how i got by with everyday. if tomorrow comes would you be mine? your so unrechable, you way up high.

and everytime i see your face, it reminds me that ill never have you. it hurts me but i dont know how to stop it, i guess ill just, never let you know.

it seems that your'e gone when your'e...

standing  right in front of me...

so dont be too kind...

for loving you... only hurts me more.

 descent, youre an angel from above, yet lonlier, my hearts left to be.

everytime i see you face... it reminds me that ill never have you. it kills me but i dont want to stop it... i guess ill just...

never let you know.

never let you know.

mine

audrey elumba

Currently listening to: mine - audrey elumba
Currently feeling: emo...

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